i miss mah boy, my heart is so fucked up, & broken

wow i feel horrible. i miss my babey. its so weird everything changed. like i been goin wit him for a year & seven months so im so use 2 mah life bein about him. n now i feel i dont got nothin tah look forward to. cuz i really dissed everythin else in life so now that he's gone ionna who to go 2 :/ well i guess it can only get better from this point.... the worse is over ritee? idunno i hope so!

When i looked at u i saw a future i Jus
Wish u Could look At me n see the Same

its hard to say i was wrong
its hard to say i miss u.
since u been gone im not tha same

I never asked for it to be over.
Then again, I never asked for it to
begin. That's the way it is with life,
some of the most beautiful days come
completely by chance. But even the most
beautiful days have their sunsets

idunno which was more life changin .. u commin into mah life ... or u walking away from it

letting go shouldnt be this hard. but loving u has tore me apart

i cant stand w.o u i wont find tha answers wen yur gone

were are you i need you. dont leave me here on mah own speak to me be near me. i cant survive unless i know your hear with me.

a heart is a fragile thing thats why we protect it so vigorousley give it away so rarley and why it means soo much when we do. some hearts are more fragile than others , purer somehow like crystal in a world of glass. Even the way they shutter is beautiful

I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week.
I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that.
That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist.
Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that.
I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this.
That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
-the perks of being a wallflower

We are the middle children of history, raised
by television to believe that someday we'll be
millionaires and movie stars and rock stars,
but we won't. And we're just learning this fact,
so don't fuck with us.
-Fight Club

I'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep on living in the past
and wasting time on words
I know you didn't mean

*sorry i know my updates boring butttt ill probley add pics up to it lata. im not really in thaaaa mood for graphicks only quOtes cuz there cute and idunno somehow make shit feel a lil better .. Ugh im dreading goin to school so much tomoro. jus cuz i gotta go diff way in tha halls now. go to my own locker. dont have nobody to skip class with. to make me be late to class.  N to top it all off me nd him have the same group of friends. so i feel like i cant be wit. mah girls. or boys becuz. he is . and i know he feels thaaaa same that its awkwerd as hell wen we jus sit and have nothin to say to one another. even tho for me i can be civil. i can act like we were before we even went out. just friends .. but for him ionno wtf he acts like he hates me. wen i try to talk tah him he wont even talk lyk he acts like im not even there. like our last year and shit wasnt even nothin to phase him. wtf ever he's bullshitt*.